I have no conscience nor do I have a real identity. But after years of playing different roles and characters it's hidden deep down somewhere, where I can't find it anymore. I completely break my partners down once they are caught in my web of lies.
And once I got them were I want them..master plans began.
He was crying non stop, feeling utterly helpless and lost and wondering what had happened to 'him'.....
the him he used to be before I crossed his path in life. :) I did pity him afterwards though, he never did speak to his father again after that. I say I am sorry when I "hurt" my boyfriends or girlfriends, and it comes off as a sincere apology..I don't feel sorry.
I will then move on to that persons family and meet their parents and eventually get close to them as well.
I will charm and flatter them with sweet comments and compliment them on the decorating scheme. I will find out things about my partners parents such as where they work and how much their salary or financial income is.
I will make you feel understood and that I am your soul mate and we are destined to be together.
I will observe and carefully watch and find out very quickly everything I need to know about them right down to their body language.
And I listen and engage in the most boring and mudane conversations.
This is exactly what a Sociopath is and does when in a "relationship".
I am a female Sociopath, well that's at least what my diagnosis defines me as.